WaitinG For U

Monday, May 01, 2006

long long time ago..

haiz... its seems long long time since my last post... its going to be 2nd month soon for me and her... but this month it seem very hard to pass so many thing has happen. FIrstly she went out with a guy and got drunk and they .... together .. she was crying when she told me i was like super du lan hw can she do such ting behind me but i cant bear to hate her my heart is full of love for her... i ask myself why why... i have 2 good fren whu tell me if i really love her i should forgive and give it another try .. i did it.. we have a good talk on the next day .. and we sort it out. but someting happen again... on thur one of my fren went out with her and he bring out about my past which she cant take it .. and that we went into a moment of breakdown.. we nearly broke off .. i was totally crazy i cant take it ... i went for a drink with ys and hj on tht nitez... really feeling terrible as to why why tings keep on happen...and today we went to eat and we saw her sis . i leave no good impression to her sis . and she was very fan.. she was haizs.... really very very tired..

cant we go back to the pass where we have started ... noting to tink off noting to worry no barrier.. super sianz... super super headache..

still remember the past . Valentine day. we went east coast i brough her 1 rose. and 1 hand made flower.. we sat down on the beach.. i light up a stick. its really romatic.. she was so touch tht she hug me.i was like thks god... at the end we got together.. and i did try my best to make her totally mine.. although at first i was like quite reserved i dun wish to put my whole feeling into it i am afraid i might get hurt again... but i still put it in.. i love her too deeply.. still remember our cable car ride.. our first neo print the fire work we put together... our first month all those memory.i was tinking of giving her a supprise on this coming fri .. our 2nd month.its really a terrible month.. honey we went through so much can we continue on from here...our relationship is like the sea . dun knw when will high tide dun knw when will be fine...

love is dead at [6:59 AM]

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