WaitinG For U

Friday, November 18, 2005

wIll there Be a future.?.

i Getting reAlly tired.. and ShAg as days Pass .. all in my mind and heart is abt her and only her. wht can i do .. waiting is A long and miserabLe process. Hoping is a heartbreaking and toturing process . But if at the end i could Have u it doesnt Matter .. i just feel tears in my eyes whenever i feel the heartache. once and again i Hope and yearn to meet Up but at the end i just couldnt . wht the hell am i becoming . i just couldnt concentrate on wht i am doing driving listening . just staring at the screen at yours pics . u are so near yet so far. someting which is virtual someting which i wann Hold on to but yet i cant. whY .. all i wan u to knw is tht i love u . and yearn to be the 1 to take care of u make u Happy. i Have been trying my best . and i wanna do more. but can i?. why am i just feeling so restless. I have been getting myself drunk for pass few nitez . i just wanna forget it And hAve a good slp bUt yet i still cant.. why.. gals can u trust me to bring u to a place of Happiness just for the two of us.? nO matter wht Happen even the earth is crushing i will be the 1 to hOld it on for u sake.. i just dun knw wht to do nxt.... ahhhhhhhhhh

love is dead at [4:32 AM]

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Piling the bodies
Burn them in the night
Skin grows black and withered
Decayed smell will rise
Existence fading Into ashes
Burn those bodies
To Infernal death

Human coals are burning
Repulsive yet so true
Open graves are scattered
When the work is through
Existence fading Into ashes
Burn those bodies
To Infernal death