WaitinG For U

Thursday, November 03, 2005

break time

hmm nw is like 12.37 in the classroom waiting for lesson to start at 1. noting better to do.. thot today lesson end at 3 can go Home rest.But den dey need staff today so ask me help out. :< my nitez is ruin once again. Have been thinking over it . will "she" become the next kat. someone whu nearly come into my life but tings just change in the last min. i was totally shag out by it. why when sometimes thing are getting nearer and nearer and it will suddenly BooM gone vanish into thin air. and because of tht i lose her as a fren 2. the memory of her and me just came back hw i wish i can contact her again and she will wan to remain the friendship we use 2 be. but i dun tink its possible i try and try but its just ended . i can still remember hw we celebrate new year eve. tht is sometime tht will be kept in my heart although she is still consider attached with him but den tht moment only consist me and her. walking through boatquay counting down. the hopes all just vanish when he went into ns. her feeling for him got back. b4 tht nitez she still ask me. will u treat me well better than he does . of course i will . i will do wht i can to make my love 1 Happy. but den i just cant do it. looking back at those time the period is short but its will not be forgotten. kat iknw u dun wanan give me any more false Hope . but den we can still be fren although deep in my heart i dun only wanna be fren i wanna u be mine but ahhhh... forget it. its has pass. its the brand new me nw. its just cross my mind why finding someone whu u love is so easy but making de gal fully devoted to u totally put u into her heart is so Hard. i try all i can. its like some gals whu just like to play around . saying tht she like him den suddenly break off with him for another guy. crazy.. forget it..

sign off..

love is dead at [8:37 PM]

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