WaitinG For U

Saturday, November 12, 2005

Have i Found U?

I have been thinking abt it.. whIle i am eating or just doing my stuff u just flash thrOugh my mind.. when i am sleeping i just hOpe to see u In my dream. while working with u i would try to help u as much as i can so tht u wont get too tired. my memory getting worst nw sia. forget tings easily.. somemore this few days keep on nearly kaNa accident .. dun knw its i too tired or thoSe idiot driver .. today suPpose to be her Last day but den luckly andrew tok to her to make her consider again.. in my heart i cant bear to see her leave cause i dun knw when am i able to see her again. but den seeing her and hearing her telling me she is so shAg i just cant bear her to stay on to make herself so sHag. Gal u knw wht Happen to u sort of cause my mood to swing.. when u are Happy i am Happy when u are down my heart feel like crying for u .. i just dun wish u to see u so tired and sad. i wanna see u smile . u laughter bright up my day. i Have been trying my best to do wht i can . PerHaps u realise it. just came back from temple with frens. went der to pray . hope my wishes will really cum true . sometime when u wanna treasure sometings u are just nt given the cHance to do so.. stay Happy always ok?. yesterday damm Happening duun knw why got the kick to drink . maybe mood a bit down ba.. drink and drink till cant even walk properly to coffee sHOp to drink water .. fren just keep on pushing me to drink water. although after drinking a bit sober liao but den still a bit tired.. so faster ride Home.. luckly nO tp on the way if nt hOHo licence gone.... ok La time to slp liAo.. jia lat mehz say wanna study but never study.. this term making me headache all sub need to memorise de.. all teory .. ahhhhhhhh i hAte teory .. memorise and memorise...

love is dead at [9:58 AM]

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