WaitinG For U

Thursday, November 24, 2005

tHe ChOcOlAte

as Wht a cHocOlate is . sweet and sour sometime is true in life . Has been working and coping with sch work. in work everyting is fun nice and enjoyable as de fren u knw are really nice to be with but when 1 by 1 started quitting is like super sianz..tht is the sour part of life . been going out for supper with joey jie and yongsheng this few nitez.. yesterday met serene den we met up with usual 3 for supper.. sianz common test coming.. hw i wish Hoilday to come den we going genting haHa.. first time with frens.. christmas coming my bd also.. wonder hw will it be.. will it be like last year. cake smash on me 3 times.. :< Ha... Christmas is more fun go around spraying ppl.. at the end getting spray back..but de sad part is after christmas got common test .. ahHHh this sem so many to memorise and read up.. sianz..raining weather for this month damm sick of it.ride to sch damm cold.. human tend to complaint when its always raining when the weather is so nice to slp... and when its sunny they complain tht its too hot.. Ha will der be middle.. cool breeze everyday.. like hk.. miss those days over der.. its not raining yet its so cool.. genting also .. when u step out of the hotel its like winter feeling hahA damm nice.. but nw not tht cold up there liao....

love is dead at [8:49 PM]

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Friday, November 18, 2005

wIll there Be a future.?.

i Getting reAlly tired.. and ShAg as days Pass .. all in my mind and heart is abt her and only her. wht can i do .. waiting is A long and miserabLe process. Hoping is a heartbreaking and toturing process . But if at the end i could Have u it doesnt Matter .. i just feel tears in my eyes whenever i feel the heartache. once and again i Hope and yearn to meet Up but at the end i just couldnt . wht the hell am i becoming . i just couldnt concentrate on wht i am doing driving listening . just staring at the screen at yours pics . u are so near yet so far. someting which is virtual someting which i wann Hold on to but yet i cant. whY .. all i wan u to knw is tht i love u . and yearn to be the 1 to take care of u make u Happy. i Have been trying my best . and i wanna do more. but can i?. why am i just feeling so restless. I have been getting myself drunk for pass few nitez . i just wanna forget it And hAve a good slp bUt yet i still cant.. why.. gals can u trust me to bring u to a place of Happiness just for the two of us.? nO matter wht Happen even the earth is crushing i will be the 1 to hOld it on for u sake.. i just dun knw wht to do nxt.... ahhhhhhhhhh

love is dead at [4:32 AM]

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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

D And D

Hmmm went Home at Abt 1 den rush down nOvena met Joey go down my saloon to get my Hair DoNe for the d and d at Nitez.. spend 70 hIgh light and cut.. overall very nice.. will update pics soon in friendster.. after tht head down His House get His car den we get down to trAders Hotel.. De dineer damm LAte den start lOl.. initally they put 6.30.. at 7.50 den start .. ok La expected de.. The atmosphere is Nice.. get to see a lot of ppl.. and guess wht.. i won the lUckly draw.. Ha coca cola toaster... cheepo... Ps staff got 8 draw total .. Nt bAd.. the food is Nice also. for some.. But den for me is still Nt perfect eNough.. Cause i feel someting missing.. and its U.. I really Hope tht u can make it but den u chOose nt to go last min. ok never mind.. deep in my heart i am just tinking hw nice u would be here.. its like the feeling dun knw hw to say also.. getting too deep perhAps . de bad news is she quitting sr too.. tht makes me like Haiz.. cant see her and work with her.. its like Haiz.. sad mehz.. But den hAppy for her 2 tht she got a better Job. maybe perhAps she is nt use Ba.. anyway gal if u got see this Blog.. i wanna let u kNw i deeply mIss u ... ANd u knw it.. tired mehz.. went for drink after d and d with sr staff ... at fort canning.. damm scary but ok La.. totally quiet except our Noise.. den left at abt 1.40..?.. ya tommor still gt lesson Sia.. Sob .. 9 somemore.. 9-5 ahhhhhhhhh sure slp in class...

love is dead at [10:41 AM]

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Saturday, November 12, 2005

Have i Found U?

I have been thinking abt it.. whIle i am eating or just doing my stuff u just flash thrOugh my mind.. when i am sleeping i just hOpe to see u In my dream. while working with u i would try to help u as much as i can so tht u wont get too tired. my memory getting worst nw sia. forget tings easily.. somemore this few days keep on nearly kaNa accident .. dun knw its i too tired or thoSe idiot driver .. today suPpose to be her Last day but den luckly andrew tok to her to make her consider again.. in my heart i cant bear to see her leave cause i dun knw when am i able to see her again. but den seeing her and hearing her telling me she is so shAg i just cant bear her to stay on to make herself so sHag. Gal u knw wht Happen to u sort of cause my mood to swing.. when u are Happy i am Happy when u are down my heart feel like crying for u .. i just dun wish u to see u so tired and sad. i wanna see u smile . u laughter bright up my day. i Have been trying my best to do wht i can . PerHaps u realise it. just came back from temple with frens. went der to pray . hope my wishes will really cum true . sometime when u wanna treasure sometings u are just nt given the cHance to do so.. stay Happy always ok?. yesterday damm Happening duun knw why got the kick to drink . maybe mood a bit down ba.. drink and drink till cant even walk properly to coffee sHOp to drink water .. fren just keep on pushing me to drink water. although after drinking a bit sober liao but den still a bit tired.. so faster ride Home.. luckly nO tp on the way if nt hOHo licence gone.... ok La time to slp liAo.. jia lat mehz say wanna study but never study.. this term making me headache all sub need to memorise de.. all teory .. ahhhhhhhh i hAte teory .. memorise and memorise...

love is dead at [9:58 AM]

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Thursday, November 03, 2005

break time

hmm nw is like 12.37 in the classroom waiting for lesson to start at 1. noting better to do.. thot today lesson end at 3 can go Home rest.But den dey need staff today so ask me help out. :< my nitez is ruin once again. Have been thinking over it . will "she" become the next kat. someone whu nearly come into my life but tings just change in the last min. i was totally shag out by it. why when sometimes thing are getting nearer and nearer and it will suddenly BooM gone vanish into thin air. and because of tht i lose her as a fren 2. the memory of her and me just came back hw i wish i can contact her again and she will wan to remain the friendship we use 2 be. but i dun tink its possible i try and try but its just ended . i can still remember hw we celebrate new year eve. tht is sometime tht will be kept in my heart although she is still consider attached with him but den tht moment only consist me and her. walking through boatquay counting down. the hopes all just vanish when he went into ns. her feeling for him got back. b4 tht nitez she still ask me. will u treat me well better than he does . of course i will . i will do wht i can to make my love 1 Happy. but den i just cant do it. looking back at those time the period is short but its will not be forgotten. kat iknw u dun wanan give me any more false Hope . but den we can still be fren although deep in my heart i dun only wanna be fren i wanna u be mine but ahhhh... forget it. its has pass. its the brand new me nw. its just cross my mind why finding someone whu u love is so easy but making de gal fully devoted to u totally put u into her heart is so Hard. i try all i can. its like some gals whu just like to play around . saying tht she like him den suddenly break off with him for another guy. crazy.. forget it..

sign off..

love is dead at [8:37 PM]

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Wednesday, November 02, 2005

2-11-05

Hmmm today damm Boring LO.. in the mOrning .. 8-12 suppose to be is.. But 9.30 finish Liao.. go there also do nOting . form group only den go Home Waste my time... damm sleeply mehz. after tht went mac with ys and hj slag abt 20 min.. den reach Home abt 10. took a nAp till 12.30 went down met Joey..went down Ps to my outlet for intervue. kris reach abt 1.15 was sort of like funny lo. she call me on fone den we tok and i waited for her at the entrance den tok and tok she saw me den i turn my head i saw her.. the scenario was like in the movie when 2 couple met together HaHa.. "dreaming" we Happen 2 wear the same colour top..Ha den i brought her uP for the intervue.. luckly they got through and straight away got hire.. Have to tks andrew and david. when i bring joey over he Havent even start to intervue den just say ask him fill up the form den just get them in.accepted.. i am like woh.. another collegue reccomend her fren in . also take few days to approve mine is on the spot. hAvent even intervue.. kris also . Ha.. after tht went to Play pool at parklane..for 2 round. lol.. after tht walk down to bugis for dinner? or consider lUnch?.. ate Long John..den went Home after tht.. the moment i reach Home lAnded On the bed straight .. tired mehz.. slp till 7.. HoHo tommor Hoilday... But gotta work.. they starting work oNly next week.. sianz...

love is dead at [4:06 AM]

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Tuesday, November 01, 2005

HolIday

hmmm let me see sch start yesterday and today Hoilday . But work Whole day 11-8 tired mehz. anyway sch is allright yesterday Have Lunch With frens. Actually 5 finish sch but den 3.30 finish liao ha shIock sia. pratical do finish den go Home Ma.. Went to work anyway damm tired was like work for damm Long Hour for the past 1 Month.. Hit a 4 digit amount 1050 . My manager also say wohz danny u super rich ah.. he also knw i super tired liao somemore the cake promotion damm lots of ppl.. especially yest last day . those ppl queue till so far .. i take order till i go crazy.. still Have to settle payment.. actaully suppose to end at 10 But extend till 11.. den stop order at 10.45 den sit down rest haha.. see dem do hOuse keeping.. kitchen staff still quite nice cook fried rice for us.. nice mehz.. too bad i wanna cook too but i nT inside.. feel like going back into kitchen.. After dat met zt alan go down boatquay sit down slag den went HOme drop dead on the bed.. hmmm today no crowd la BUt feel like sleeping.. dont knw why so tired .. den got 2 order i write wrongly luckly david understand i am tired.. den he ask me go Home rest.. nw toking to Christine . abt 1 plus Hour liao.. hmm she send me two of her pics damm cute.. wanna put it at wall paper liao hehe... anyway HOpe i am able to get her into my work place den can see her everyday liao .. thts great mehz.... u knw wht i mean ritez.. anyway i am serious.. perhAps u need to knw me more . and it will be great to knw each other better while working together .. i am defintely looking forward to it...ok la .. time to ZzZz .. gotta stop...

love is dead at [9:12 AM]

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