WaitinG For U

Saturday, August 27, 2005

A rather ridiculous dream.

Let me see finally Not working anymore.. gotta look for better job else where going for another intervue next week .. hmmm wht an idiot job.. nw i realise life is like a moving train.. they will never wait for u .. 1 moment they say u are making this mistake the other they dont give u time to change they just say fire not even job other stuff too .. recently so many tings just hAppen .. Suay or wht sia.. nm gotta work Harder exam coming.. .. hmmm anyway i Have long to cHange to Another Better Job.. its time mehz... to move on..gotta learn this fucking lesson.. never wait ..... toking to those 4 crazy fren .. Joey jie. ming . pOrky.. Wohz lao tok crap but very Long never tok lIke tht lehz... Hmmmm i tink i am so great today .. first time work never touch a single stick . 1day nO touch lehz.. perhaps deal to coughing and bad throat.. damm sucky mehz..anyway finally get back to the way i wanted with u . fell quite relieve eventually .. so many tings coming up soon. Lab test next week 2nd tp test on 5th.. first paper 9th .. stress.... Jia Lat Havent start prePAring Hw... AIyo...

Hmmm Had a Rather Bad Nitez of slept. throat keep on irritat me. damm sicky feeling .. woke up a few time .. i even Had a dream of me and her. we went oUt Have lunch or dinner i tink also not sure the timing i just know its a bright day . we will eating chatting Happily den when we left i put my hand on her she told me "sorry i am already Not yours" i am like stun this few word stun me der i am like losing the whole world .. head spinning around.. hmmm drama sia... lol.. WhAHa alamak.. aiyo why such dream appear.. ANYWAY i dont like to dream of my love 1. supposingly i cant dream perhaps.. and if i do someting bad will Happen like break up . from nearly succesfull to total down into the drain. dats is my experience. i also dont knw why. this is the 2nd time i dream of -- . first shouLd be on a monday 2nd yesterday .. hmmm can still remember sia... pillow and the bolster was actually toking abt it with kit b4 i sleep . but too bad u are not the pillow and bolster in my dream. den work up fell like shit gone case.. prepare to say bye bye .. and its really true whahaha.. hw can anyone beileve it mehz. HaHa.. anyway totally feel sucky nw mehz.. another boring day at Home gotta study tp.. finish up online exercise .. argh last question stuck thts why come in blog .chest damm PaiN SIA..... argh..

love is dead at [11:54 PM]

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